My hero?

Honestly, why can't I meet this man? I understand Janna. I understand how you can love someone so much that you've never actually spoken to. I've never even met him, and yet...I could swear to you that he is my soul mate. I would kill to see him, just a glimpse of him, in person. He makes me remember to breathe sometimes. His words are so real. I can understand everything that comes out of his mouth. Everything about him is poetic.
"My heart was broken, but it is usually that way."
It sucks to think that he is only four short hours away, and yet, I may go my whole life without seeing him.
But hey, that's just the way life goes sometimes.
Marry me, Ferraby?